Post by blufindr on Jul 20, 2008 22:55:17 GMT -5
So, as many people know, I was on here ages ago, and then mysteriously vanished. Why? I think it was because I got so caught up in my own life. :-\ Selfish, I know.
So in short, my past 2 years or so. For those that are curious.
* Rob and I got together. He dumped me 4 months later with a phoney excuse (which I've never called him on, let bygones be bygones and so forth) and took up with another girl a week later. They're still together now. But oh well, I'm with someone else now. His name is Ben, and we're much better suited than Rob and I ever were.
* I moved back in with Dad and his partner. It's complicated, she's trying to be a mother to me, but it's only working on an occasional basis.
* I'm suspecting that I have a mental illness of some variety. Over the past year or so, I've experienced mild hallucinations, some delusions, and suicidal tendencies. With a strong emphasis on suicidal. Two days before my 16th birthday, I ended up in hospital for drinking floor cleaner, and was released a few days later permanently because I managed to convince them I was fine.
* Previous to the floor cleaner incident, no-one (not my friends, family, boyfriend or school-appointed shrinks) believed there was anything wrong with me. Many still don't. But they should know better, eh?
So in short, my past 2 years or so. For those that are curious.
* Rob and I got together. He dumped me 4 months later with a phoney excuse (which I've never called him on, let bygones be bygones and so forth) and took up with another girl a week later. They're still together now. But oh well, I'm with someone else now. His name is Ben, and we're much better suited than Rob and I ever were.
* I moved back in with Dad and his partner. It's complicated, she's trying to be a mother to me, but it's only working on an occasional basis.
* I'm suspecting that I have a mental illness of some variety. Over the past year or so, I've experienced mild hallucinations, some delusions, and suicidal tendencies. With a strong emphasis on suicidal. Two days before my 16th birthday, I ended up in hospital for drinking floor cleaner, and was released a few days later permanently because I managed to convince them I was fine.
* Previous to the floor cleaner incident, no-one (not my friends, family, boyfriend or school-appointed shrinks) believed there was anything wrong with me. Many still don't. But they should know better, eh?
. I'd also like to know if anybody has an HD copy of Lifehouse at Pinkpop 2003. BY far their best concert ever