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Post by Minka on Sept 25, 2005 3:55:09 GMT -5
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Post by camelephant on Sept 25, 2005 7:04:05 GMT -5
Rosie.....are you kidding?? Okay you're prolly not kidding.....don't tell me he killed himself OMG!!
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Post by joana on Sept 25, 2005 7:14:45 GMT -5
could you explain better?!? 
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Post by gogonutz on Sept 25, 2005 10:57:12 GMT -5
i can't judge on that Rosie.. but i do think it's understandable (sp?) that you feel that way.
*hugs you*
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Post by Sweet Intoxication on Sept 25, 2005 11:01:27 GMT -5
Yep he killed himself.
So all that shit I went through where I wrestled the knife off him, took him to hospital and got him help was just pointless.
And sitting there sobbing on the end of the line as he slit his wrists...
Then trying to pull the bottle off him as he overdosed...
Helping him, listening to him cry, letting him do what he did to me...
None of that had a point. Because now he's just killed himself.
It's just... argh... I don't feel bad because he's dead, I feel bad because I'm indifferent to it. It's sad that someone has died - but then, it's someone who's family and friends totally disowned, it's someone who destroyed me, it's someone who tried their best to repeatedly and constantly hurt me.
It's Aaron.
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Post by joana on Sept 25, 2005 12:11:37 GMT -5
*hugs*
don't feel bad cause you're indifferent to it... it doesn't look like you feel glad, happy, because he's dead... you just don't really care, and that isn't bad. if he had hurt you so much, it's only natural... don't feel bad because you feel kind of relieved... anyone could feel that way after all you had gone through... and I don't believe that's wrong...
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Post by .: In Thin Air :. on Sept 25, 2005 12:28:43 GMT -5
I totally understand you, Rosie. You don't have to feel bad only because you are relieved that he's dead. He had hurt you so much and tried to destroy you...so I guess it's only normal that you feel that way.*hugs*
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Post by .: In Thin Air :. on Sept 25, 2005 13:03:04 GMT -5
* Read a bit through the LHF board...um okay, I guess I missed something in the past weeks. Those people seem to flood the board with senseless postings... |
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Post by camelephant on Sept 25, 2005 15:08:02 GMT -5
awww, damn Rosie....I'm sorry....well not really sorry that he killed himself (well okay I'm also sorry he killed himself)....but I'm more sorry that you kinda wasted your time on him and he did nothing than hurt and destroyed you just to kill himself later on.....it's really sad.... *huggies*
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Post by chsrebelrocker on Sept 25, 2005 20:18:42 GMT -5
Wow I'm so sorry. I'm not even sure what to say. One of my friends killed himself 6 days ago, so I can kind of feel your pain. Sorry I can't be more help, it's hard to know what to do.
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Post by Sweet Intoxication on Sept 26, 2005 2:17:50 GMT -5
*hugs*
I'll be alright, I'm kinda surprised at myself - I always envisioned myself being a sobbing wreck when Aaron died. And I'm fine, I'm getting on with it all.
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Post by camelephant on Sept 26, 2005 7:28:07 GMT -5
I'm pretty sure there will come a day when you realise that you miss him....even tho you hate him so much right now (prolly gonna take some years, tho)
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Post by Lillayalli on Sept 26, 2005 7:35:59 GMT -5
^^yeah I think the same as Sonja
Rosie it's all good with your reaction with this awful accident. Seems like you just really tired and exhausted off of that situation, I know what you feel, it’s not the worst feeling that you have to have at this time.
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Post by Viviane on Sept 26, 2005 11:21:35 GMT -5
Me and Matt had our first fight. About my drinking. Darnit. Ooh what's this "Karma" thing then? I want some! I don't know exactly what it is, but I guess the higher your Karma points the more popular you are? Which would make me like the least popular person here So yeah, I want some Karma too!  Edit: I kind of forgot to go to the latest page so that's why this post is there, kinda random, but it's a reply to the last post on Page 1, duh! |
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Post by Viviane on Sept 26, 2005 11:25:28 GMT -5
Yep he killed himself. So all that shit I went through where I wrestled the knife off him, took him to hospital and got him help was just pointless. And sitting there sobbing on the end of the line as he slit his wrists... Then trying to pull the bottle off him as he overdosed... Helping him, listening to him cry, letting him do what he did to me... None of that had a point. Because now he's just killed himself. It's just... argh... I don't feel bad because he's dead, I feel bad because I'm indifferent to it. It's sad that someone has died - but then, it's someone who's family and friends totally disowned, it's someone who destroyed me, it's someone who tried their best to repeatedly and constantly hurt me. It's Aaron. I don't know your story but I'm so sorry to hear this. And I think I can understand you. (As far as I can tell from the little I know.) |
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. I'd also like to know if anybody has an HD copy of Lifehouse at Pinkpop 2003. BY far their best concert ever
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. I'd also like to know if anybody has an HD copy of Lifehouse at Pinkpop 2003. BY far their best concert ever
Apr 21, 2018 16:35:38 GMT -5